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Diary of a heart Chapter 4

Dear Diary



I guess you didn't expect me to feel when I'm supposed to

Is it not expected that I bow when I see royalty

You thought I wouldn't bleed if you cut me?

How was I able to rise like a phoenix when it didn't burn?

Did you expect fire and water to mix?

Tell me what you expected as my love turned into anger.

My tears helped ease the trauma you experienced as a child, for which you blamed me.

Are you afraid that I cannot detach myself from you?


Because you think you're an alpha, did you expect me to sugarcoat my words?

Could you imagine what I could do to you if I destroyed you like an ancient building?

I have a tongue sharper than the belt that raised you.

As karma deals with you, your world will shatter soon.

We still have a lot to talk about...

Did you think the river would flow backward?

Tell me if you expected the moon to rise with the sun.

For the skies to be blue at night.





In your absence, I was alone, but we were together in our hearts

A cool passion that I misunderstood

It’s clear your mind is visibly dark, and you’re comfortable with misery.

Your no-shame attitude is a testament to your gold digger ways.

Hopefully, your anger will soon turn against you.

When someone you genuinely love breaks your heart, I hope it won't be too late.

Isn't the ocean beautiful, but it can also be consumed by rage too?

What an unfortunate way to learn from the universe, maybe you were a lesson from it.


P.S. I haven't been around much because of the dark times. Take a wild goose who appears out of nowhere and gives me information about my parents' plane crash. Bye, my annoying boss is calling me again.




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